Changing Shades!!

Hey folks hi to all!!

This is Anand ppl cal me Anand,andy,andu,anshu,kula,pup etc etc etc ........ n here am to jus recalling ,to say exactly recollecting few glimpses of wat stays in mind, from d roots to say bout me,d early days of mine was like a hazy sunshine , misty n mysterious

how dose hpnd?(spkn to frndz as i knew nthin ,but i swear i remember wat v r spkn bout)
was it me?(as if it was ma twin cousin :-P)
No che i dint Do it ?(acting innocent)
Ha Ha correct coreect hey i did it ?(accepting for deeds done weel)
Amma nee po ma ?(privacy at the age 6)
Appa enakku PUFFs venum(As if it was d world to me)

lot n loadz of GINTONG ALAALA:-)("gintong alaala is a filipino word - meaning 'GOLDEN MEMORIES'")

some were

ammas adi(damaal dimil) - first n the best!!!
appas suzuki-(proud ma dad had that!!! hey ma dad has it , does ur dad have va ,, hey poda poda 'peethals those days' ,, he he :-D)
family of 18(dad,mom,bro n me ,3 uncles , 3 aunts , 6 cousins ,grandpa,grandma,1st aunts pa......) phew !!!! it was nothin but heaven around , each day is festive day .qweek qweek noise from childrens,busy uncles, tired housemakers , one tv - v all watched ,one hall v all sat, one fight v all disperss !! he he fun was to d core, as i said dose memories was lil fa me cos i was a kiddo na , last in ma houz.. (kada kutty:-)) everybody's sweetheart i was!Trust me no odrs enjoyed as i did, POOR BROS N SIS u must be jealous of me la , specially pachuu pavam da nee !!

though time has parted us away n the so called called important term "carrier" was a major barrier that made all"fuss(all of us) miles away stil v love each other,
now livin in the same big houz wit half n a 1 less(8).:-o


haaaaan it goes more n more like this

hey lemme b back to '10
"CHANGING SHADES"- whats it ? Strage so strange , since 6-7-88(day i was born) so many days passed sorry years passed but wit updation func()("MCA la !! how without COMP terms lol!!") in ma disk i could clearly get with an output ,its change

so many changes happened,some things changed,change in me made some things happen :-) Without accepting the fact that everything changes, we cannot find perfect composure. But unfortunately, although it is true, it is difficult for us to accept it. Because we cannot accept the truth of transience, we suffer.

i repeatedly asked myself asinine qns....

what am i gonna do with change?
what is change gonna do to me?
wat if change in me occurs?(not a guy to shemale!! dare to think like this, am straight .. lol!!!)

change is something that happens naturally ,its some kinda magic that happens to all eventually leading to a path u wish for r a path away from ur thought

life's journey has puzzled me to think about wat s goin on
Something is so strange fa me that goes on and on.
years pass by and time fades away,
what were “good days” are now filled with dismay.
again comes next day,and then again, it goes,
. shit am i fucked up !!! inanely i speak 'no nothin forget it' , but i was flustered to think on shades that pass me by,'wawaaattttt how come ?'

so many things happened , some bad , sme good ,some ugly,sme sweet ....... shades of color 'changes', yeah it does, Best thing is either to move wit colourful shades(memories) r tryin to make everything colourful!!

its like how we get deppressed everything is black , r overwhelming joy makes us feel above the blue skies glorified as if wonders of miracle happened it depends cuz der r some ruthless perks who say am so simble baa

i dnt feel exited nor depressed fa anyhtin nu ,, screw u assholes!!!

life's Change , its upto us to make a choice either a Retool to shape us n shade it colorful , r get screwed up n think think think alaas u end up dying r arrive at d first choice


its not v change as our age++(increments),we become ourselves thats d change..:-)


so amigos out on blogsphere , here iam an amateur blogger with few words penned down ..

chiaooooooo ..

ending up yelling yabaaaaa dabaaaaaaaa doooooooooooooooooo!!!!:-D